well this is not just any day, its Emmies birthday.
Emmie is my beautiful grandchild. A young girl with a wounded soul. Shes scared so badly that I dont know how that young girl shall ever heal.
I hope that she some day find a way to open up, to face her demons, to truly realize shes loved, shes worth so much.
For me, shes everything. I want to see her be happy, stay safe, be that strong, indipendent woman that she is inside. That true person that I know shes hiding form everyone.
Its not easy to be young in this world. This world put so much demands on everyone that grows up now. They are growing up in a world filled with information, with odd ways to look at each other, with lack of humanity. They grow up with no roots.
When I grow up, my roots was in family. It was in the values that we where told was good to leave out of. We lived with respect for others. We learned that a life is worth something.
Today, a body is only a body, and especially for young girls. They dont think they can get hurt, they think they have to look in a speciell way to fit in. They can not be kids anymore. They have to grow up so fast and during that process they get signals from all over about so much, that there brains cant process it all.
What will happend with them?
My worry for Emmie and girls like her are serious cause of so much. Its hard to stand at there side and watch how they fight and fight and dont win any ground that is steady.
I wish I could pull the brake, so that the world didnt spinn so fast.